I’m waiting for the day
I fall head over feet;
Like I did with you.
(No names necessary.)
I’m waiting for the moment
I can erase my fears;
Change my world view.
(No explanation, really.)
Still,
I feel the same.
Deep within,
I can never change.
I look back and notice,
Progression to where…
I need to be in my life.
(I know I’ll get there.)
I look in the present,
I can’t sense a thing…
The strength of my own vice.
(Over exposing my own thoughts here.)
Still,
I feel the same.
Deep within,
I can never change.
This is what I know,
No matter what is brought’n
For tomorrow,
Nothing can change me.
(Time. Money. Relationships. Success.)
Except for me, myself, & I.
So let this life ride.
No control. A river flow.
2014©H.M. Gautsch