A special someone in my life told me last night that, "We can't heal alone..." and that's been sticking with me all day. He is right, so for those who sincerely been loving and supporting me, if it seems I am taking you for granted, I deeply apologize. I promise, I am not. Survival mode … Continue reading We Can’t Heal Alone
JUST IN CASE SOMEONE NEEDS TO HEAR THIS: Some days are very frustrating in the healing process and forgiving yourself for your past. Especially when you are alone or feel you’re alone in this life. I frustrate myself most as my own worse enemy. It’s easy to fake happiness when in reality everything in your … Continue reading Just In Case Someone Needs To Hear This
Day to day, I keep questioning myself... How do I express my feelings without offending you? I guess you should have thought twice, Before you put me through what you put me through. How would you feel if I revealed the truth, The real roots of my PTSD and the rest of my mental issues? … Continue reading Sneak Peak Into My Closet (Poetry)
Everyone knows, everybody is aware, But still we look away as if we don't care. The result makes the world impaired. The media is brainwashing and desensitizing, Through propaganda and negative news emphasizing. Modern societies centralizing. As a human being with a richer mind sense, Reminisces back to the childhood I took for granted No … Continue reading Modern Society (Poetry)
Music is my life and it's one of my biggest escape routes to just forget how things are now and let me replay the memories, good and bad. Music is also a great way to express what you are feeling here and now. When you see my playlist, you will see a lot of mixed feelings in this journey, but you need to realize a lot of soldiers go through a lot of emotional pain, physical pain, and spiritual pain, whether it's on the surface or not...