Waitin’ (Poetry)

Late winter night,
The moon’s shine is creeping inside my window.
I can see the glow from the side of my eye.
Hypnotic stare into the clock’s neon lights,
As I watch the minutes tick by.
I’m trying to relax my mind,
Music meditation to ease away from reality.
That’s my self-motivation and validation.
I’m on the right track.
Three jobs, school, and building my own business,
I ain’t got no time to lack.
I’m afraid to rest these weathered eyes,
Feeling I need to keep the grind hopping at every second of my life,
The voices from inside tells me,

‘You can sleep when you die. 
Don’t you dare fall behind.
The wicked don’t sleep. 
So just allow your goals remain as a close keep.’
There’s no time to drop back.
Got to keep transforming my dreams into facts.
Is it a sin to grind from my skin to my bones?
Sacrificing the life I hate, I deserve the life I love.
I won’t stop until I’m filled with satisfaction, full throttle motion.
Sometimes I question if I’m in a zombie mode,
Like I’ve given up on my soul,
As I try to connect with the universe through this twilight zone.
Will I get the answers for the questions I dare to spit?
Or will these words remain as unanswered bits,
Of the truth, of my future. I need to stop askin’ and recommit,
To this supposed callin’, the voices remain within’.
Even though I’m still waitin’.
Still payin’ my dues, 
For the sunshine to come through,
Part the clouds and reveal the sky of blue.
Looking for my late wintery muse.
Even though I’m still waitin’.

FIIINALLLY Marie Has Come Back To The Blog World!…

If you read the title of this blog with the voice of Dwayne Johnson as the narrator, my day is done. Just kidding. Maybe. Sorry, not sorry for purposely misspelling finally, Grammar Nazis.

It’s been awhile since I have written outside of my poetry and fiction stories in this blog. and even with those writings, I have been limiting myself due to working on my third book based off of my Equestrian journey and well, the real life does surpass social media, not to try and sound like a bitch about it.

Now, I am organizing my writings. I started two more blogs to promote my #CCIU crew and promote other indie artists through my skillful writing and separating the blog themes from this blog, because “Stylez’ World” is MY blog and MY blog alone with my talents and works to share with my audiences and supporters from WI to LA and around the world for now on.

So if you want to check out my other two blogs, “Featured Artist World” & “CCI University.” Just click on the links and stay updated with different artist friends of mind in CCIU or beyond the crew. I’m showing everyone love. Just want to give a shout out to y’all tonight and let you know I’m still working on my goals and dreams between two jobs, finishing my time with the military, school, and my photography business. Got to work hard for that future success, ya dig?!?